Ronda Rousey says she was so distraught after losing to Holly Holm at UFC 193 that she thought about taking her own life. The former UFC Women’s Bantamweight champion was the victim of heavy criticism following her knockout loss to Holm which marked the first defeat in her career. During an interview with Ellen DeGeneres the 29-year-old admitted that she reached an all-time low after the brutal defeat that left her unconscious and saw her hospitalized.